Where have you been?

The Fray... what can I say. I'm slightly in love with you.

Ladies and Gents... my new favorite song:

The how I can't recall

But I'm staring at

what was once the wall

Seperating east and west

Now they meet amidst

the broad daylight.

So this is where you are,

and this is where I am.

Somewhere between unsure and a hundred.

It's hard I must confess

I'm banking on the rest to clear away

'Cause we have spoken everything

Everything apart from I love you

You right where you are

from right where I am

Somewhere between unsure and a hundred

And who's to say it's wrong

and who's to say that its not right

Where we should be for now

So this is where you are

and this is where I am

So this is where you are

and this is where I've been

Somewhere between

unsure and a hundred.

I miss words I can relate to.

I'm happy.

Who's life is perfect?


:)

Boredom: The state of being bored. Oh really? Good one.

Interesting. Get this. Here are some definitions of bored/boredom:
nonchalant, disgusted, negligent, indifferent, spiritless.

Funny how ALL of those words perfectly descrpbe how I am RIGHT NOW.

Oh. My. Goodness.

This is quite possibly the most bored I have ever been that I have recelection of. Well I do remember once last year... I was bored like this, but someone called and rescued me. That was nice :).
Its not even fair. (see what happenes when you leave me Court! haha. Just kidding).

Was going to go to Youth Group. But no... that had to start at 6:30 and I had to find out about it at 7:30. Then I procedded to call some people who I thought would want to hang out with me who didn't have exams... and they were all gone out.

So here I am... BORED as HECK.

I don't even feel like watching Friends.
Something weird is going on.

Here I sit. Writting the second journal entry in less than an hour (heck, less than a half hour) telling all of you (slash like the 2 people who read this) that I'm bored, while you are probably out somewhere having fun... laughing. Hummm, whats that like?

I was just about to break out the Friends Trivia game, because it can actually run on Jon's computer... but NO. His computer was being dumb and kept freezing.

Man I'm bored.

Did you know? That boredom origins from 1855. The words bore (to hold up) and Dom Domain; position; rank. who's bright idea was is to make that into one word that means "the state of being bored". That sounds like it would be quite exciting. To be incharge of something. Well... I guess I'm incharge of not doing anything. Well, not really. My FRIENDS (the real ones, not the TV show) could have helped me out there... I'm over it though.

What to do, what to do...
Go for a walk? No... too cold/dark/scary/it will ruin my hair
Watch a movie? No... totally not in the mood.
Go for a drive? Can't... Mom has the car.
Sleep? No... already slept for 2 hours tonight because I was BORED. Now I'm annoyingly awake.

I'm out... even this is boring me.




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ahhh... thats better. But... I"M STILL BORED. humph

gap

"Pain before Gain"

"You have to fight before you can win"

Those cleches have never been so true. When you're in that valley, and nothing seems like its going right, they seem to last forever. And no matter how many people pray, or how much you try it doesn't seem to get any better. Eventually everything gets better. Everyone suffers for a reason.

I have to say, it's weird how God answeres prayer everyday in everyone's lives, but you never know, or realize. Until something big happens, you don't even notice alot of the time. That knd of makes me feel bad. I don't give God enough credit sometimes, when I should give him the most all the time. But then again, the big things happen so that we can see them, so that we can really see how much God does listen to what we ask him.

Its also funny how this time, they all seemed to have come in one huge wave. People I care about who were very sick, are better. People who don't know God are getting there. Its so cool. Then there are other things in between the big and little that prayers are going into, and "nothing" seems to be happening... but the prayers that I've seen answered lately make me realize that something will happen. It may take weeks, months or years, but it will work out, because we're God's children, and lets face it he wants whats best for us. And we'll get it... in His time!

Woooooo!

Later gaters!

-Melissa

Dear MacGamut,

I'm afraid to inform you that our once loving relationship has some what diminished (ahem) since our first meeting so long ago in my first Aural Skill course. I am certain that I'm saying the right things, hearing you clearly... but you never cease to amaze me. How I can get those glorious secondary dominants, and you give me a huge red X because I forgot the 7th, or I spelled the chord enharmonically.

I remember the days when we used to hang out on a Friday night. You were always there whenever my other friends had to work. But now, I sit here with you and feel like throwing my computer out the window. What happened? Why did you have to change? I majorly (cough) loved your I IV V I progressions, and your P5'ths. But now you giving me all this I vii, V/vi vi ii V I and aug11 junk! Whats up with that. Our friendship has officially been ruined. I'll never be able to look at you the same way again.

So long,

Regretfully,
Melissa Williams