Band executive meeting was good. Long, but there were lots of fun and exciting things to discuss!! Trips are really the best thing ever. By yourself, with your family, with your friends. Its a good time. You can relax in knowing that you never have to worry about school (most of the time) or being bored (most of the time.) You can just visit, shop and hang out with friends. I can't wait to go anywhere even if it is just Gander or something.
Guys... YC is in 13 days. not next Friday,but the one after we will beon our way to YC 2006. I have never been more excited for YC in my life. Because I'm at a point now where I need a reboot. I need to visit the "spiritual ultramar" as Heidi says. Right now I'm trying to get there myself. I hate how you get so fired up at YC, then in a week or two its gone. I want to feel like that all the time. Last week I was never in the mood to read my bible or pray... just because I was to tired and frustrated... all I wanted to do is sleep. But now I'm relizing that you have to do that stuff. I feel like such an amature Christian sometimes. I see other people's lives and wonder why I can't be having the same experiences as other people. But then I guess it wouldn't be my life. So I'll live my life the way God wants me to live it, then I guess nothing else matters. He'll give me moments and things he things I need, at the exact time I need them. So who gives!
In other news... mind reading. That would be a good trait to have. Don't you hate it when you talk to someone and indirectly you're talking about them, and you wish they would know.. but you can't tell them! ha. Oh its fun times. But again, I think I should just go with the flow, and maybe what I'm getting at isn't the road I'm supposed to take. But still... its annoying.
I should go and prepare myself for my conducting thingy.
Later Gater!
-Melis
2 comments:
I think the ups and downs of your spiritual life are natural and good for growing. Don't be too hard on yourself! And I can almost guarantee that the people who admire for their spiritual strength, are saying the exact same thing about you or someone else they know.
Have fun at YC! I just realized while you guys are driving there, I'll be driving to YT at camp here. So we'll be on the road at the same time! And the Monday night after YC I'm going to a Starfield concert in Moncton. Fun times.
I'm glad you're writing in this even though you're off BK for awhile :)
Thanks guys!
Yeah I guess you're right Jen, you're always hardest on yourself. Blogspot is way less addicting than bk. And I write about good things on here, instead of just wasting my time telling people about how my day was... haha
WOO STARFIELD! Have fun with that!
I made friends with Allison Li! Shes going to YT at scotian glen too!
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